i hate livejournals - February 5th, 2009

im fishing
casting lines
withy rusty
forgotten hooks

few fish come
and i can't
even decide
if i want
fish for dinner

i drove
a thousand miles
to the pond i knew
50 years ago

to catch
a fish
that will
probably give me
tetnus

well
anything is
possible
and i brought
my perfectly polished
lobster crate.

i think 4am is only socially acceptable if one is on drugs
i am not
i think 4am is the worst time and the only time to hear a gunshot out your window
i just did
i think 4am is the best time to feel lonely
and i do
i think 4am is the only time to look at facebook pictures of people my age who have kids now.
i am not one of them.

4am lonely is better than babies.
thats the most intelligent think i can produce right now.